Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Sucker Punch.. A Story About Life. OUR Life.




The story of Sucker Punch is one of which is not to be dismissed as a child’s play, a mere video game or some chick flick of an American girlie prank. This is one story that packs a punch! It’s a story about love, lust, betrayal, courage and about making choices. Sounds familiar? Definitely. Sucker Punch is about life, in all its glory. As light as the audience seems to want the movie to be, this is a serious story about our very existence and the world that revolves around our lives.

The story began with a harrowing death of a beloved mother of Babydoll, the main character, whom life almost ended with the passing of her beloved mother, poisoned by her evil stepfather. Her hatred for him just escalated when he tried to rape her soon after the funeral. After failing to get past her retaliation when he tried to rape her, he turned to Babydoll’s baby sister. Her life ended when she accidently killed her sister trying to kill her stepfather with his gun.


In here, many of us could relate as to how life could get worse when we tried to revive it, when we’ve summoned our very last hope to savor whatever’s left in our power to step up our life, just to get deeper into our mess. This is the part when we gave up, when Babydoll gave up and put herself in the hands of the evil monster, her stepfather, whom having no use of her, trashed her in the dungeons of a mental institution ran by the biggest monster, Blue.

In reality, Blue represents this ultimate evil that is our obstacle, a person, a problem, a task; that we thought we could never overcome. As hopeless as we thought our life might then be, there will always be an angel who would eventually remind us that we are not alone. A Madam Gorski, whom in our lives, walk by those who love us, a friend, a confidante who opens windows, draws up the curtains, kicks locked doors, and gives us all the weapons we need to fight our own battles.

In the course of fighting our battles, sometimes we are faced by an even bigger monster, ourselves, our choices in making a stand, who stays and who moves forward? Do we look back to save our own souls or do we make that sacrifice to save our love ones? Sucker Punch unravels the bigger picture when her friends were killed, while collecting the weapons of freedom in a bid to escape from the dungeon of evil. In the end, only Sweet Pea and herself were left to complete their ultimate mission of finding freedom, a total emancipation to lead on with their lives.

Eventually the 2 girls were walled with the unforeseen guards who stood between them and the outside life. This was when the biggest sacrifice was made, the sacrifice that was told by her angel, who promised her of the total freedom. The sacrifice that was herself, to save Sweet Pea and allow her to escape for she was the only one worth living for, the only one who has life waiting for her out in the world. In the end, realizing all this while that the story was never about hers, she sacrificed herself to save one that mattered, Sweet Pea.

How close this story is to our hearts, our lives? Have we asked ourselves enough to walk our lives? Who draws the curtains? Who fights our battles? Who whispers in our ears to help us get up and carry on walking? Who decides why we live and who tells us to shit on lies? Who are our monsters and who are our angels? Why do we fight to survive and what is worth living for? Do have all our weapons? Do we fight for our freedom? So let our angels whisper in our ears, for we need them to teach us how to fight.

Just remember that we are never alone. Watch the movie peeps, its one that is going to stay in our hearts for a very long time.

Love,

A

Sunday, March 27, 2011

... Dalam Botol - TAHNIAH. CONGRATS!


Ok... to be honest, it took me a few days to decide if I would take the chance on this movie. Since there was not anything much to do at 11.30am at the Curve this morning, I thought what the heck. I am one that is not always turned on by a Malay movie, with the exception of those by the late Yasmin Ahmad. Since she left, there has never been a movie that could remotely match her boldness and audacity to put reality, honesty, and the most painful truth on the big screen. Until now.

I am not just saying this because of its theme in relative to my own life but solely because of Khir Rahman's ability to capture the essence of the character played tastefully by Azra Lee. Its like wow!!! I thought Khir must be one that has truly connected with Ruby AND Bidin. And for Azra Lee, who has obviously studied his character meticulously, it is kinda hard to imagine anyone who has not been a transgender to pull something like this off and come out tops! If you know me, I am very very stringent about crediting Malay movies. While others thought Merong Mahawangsa should be given an A for bravery, I think the only A I would give Yusri is for his effort in trying, the rest of it should be slaughtered off at the guillotine. But this movie, never mind its compromising title, should, no, MUST be put on TV, the stage, and into the very heart of a society that is still blind towards the existence of the transgender.

Khir Rahman has oh so took the incredible effort of choosing his characters well and it was such a treat to watch the veterans like Normah Damanhuri, Fauziah Ahmad Daud and Jalil Hamid played out their characters with such professionalism that their prowess showed in an engaging manner and left me wanting for more. I was so in delight that some part of me wanted to jump out and said YES!!



Even the sub characters Ghaus (Wan Raja) and Dina (Diana Danielle) who played Ruby and Bidin's partners consecutively were played out with such tenacity that I cannot even think at that moment could be played by anyone else. Kudos to all these characters. My high respect to all of you! Gosh, did I just say that?

Ok this movie MUST be made into a stage play, I don't care, it MUST! I think the presence of characters on stage would further enhance its intrepid message through strong delivery. Any takers? Common guys, stop taking on movies like all the superstitious and imbecile themes that all it does was to scare people thoughtless. And honestly, they always ended up a laughing stock. And to make people believe in those things is HARAM mak oiii!!! Tahyul!! Adus!! never stop. Ceh! Have you all not learned? More real stories from the very backyard of our lives like ...Dalam Botol should be brought out in the open. Or maybe it was just the amazing combination of Raja Azmi brilliant depiction and Khir Rahman that has brought this incredible true story to life! It brought tears to my eyes...



Truth be told, I am now for one that is going to be on the look out for movies by Khir Rahman. My highest and most honorable respect goes to him for effort, courage, dauntlessness, and sensitivity. You really make me miss the late Yasmin Ahmad, but yeah, now that you have arrived, I thank you. I wish I could say all the above to you and Raja Azmi myself.

Love,
A

Friday, March 25, 2011

EARTH HOUR - Mom needs a rest....


http://www.earthhour.org/Homepage.aspx

DONT pretend you have not and forgot about it. PLEASEEEEEE for the life of me, adhere to this and switch off at 8.30pm sharp. You can switch yourself off too for just an hour and simply observe. ITs BEAUTIFUL!! I will be onsite at LOT 10. So if you are a YTL Member, come meet me there ok?!!

ONE person can make a change, but if all of us come together, we can change the WORLD!!!! And YES, it needs a change!!

Love you all,
Azmi Samdjaga (a.k.a. Richard's boyfriend) :)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

QUAKE - Quantum of Knowledge and Experience day


Venue - My Yoga Sanctuary @ 1 Bukit Utama Condo
Date - 23 April, Saturday
Time - 1400hrs

Participate in this regular impromptu event, where there will be no holds bar to the truth and sincerity. As participants show their utmost honesty on the subject they want to either share, demonstrate or reflect, this day could be your most important day, this event could be your life changing moment or MYS could be THE place to find your solace and to let go.

The set up will be a class like type. The "Teacher" will be anyone of
you and the participants. It is absolutely OPTIONAL. You can also decide if you want to do it on the day itself or simply be an audience or student. Once you have decided on your subject, let me know and I will arrange the slot for you.

Participants are free to share anything as long as its not insulting, vulgar, offensive or inconsiderate. I will tolerate anything as long as its diplomatic. I will NOT tolerate anything that is deemed to be offensive, rude or illogical. Any teachers are welcome to share their experience as well.

Participants may sing a song, read a poem or any poetry, dance, share their yoga experience/s, teach a new artistry on anything, share a recipe (I hope there will be cos i love this), share a new technique in an asana (yoga pose), demonstrate a yoga posture, perform a sequence (limit to 3 minutes) or divulge benefits / contraindications of a yoga posture.

A small donation box will be placed in the changing room and you can list down charities that you would like your donation to go to. Otherwise, we will keep the donation to any rescue mission charity like Japan or Haiti.

You can also bring your entire family if you wish and maybe want to sing to them or simply express how you feel towards them or to anyone for that matter. I hope I will not regret saying that.:) Oh yeah, you can bring snacks too! Healthy ones ok? Best is to prepare and share it among others.

So lets make a point to come down to this beautiful day in conjunction with the official opening of MY YOGA SANCTUARY. I will highlight the event with my own Yoga Demonstration of a familiar sequence.

Thank you yogis and hope to see you there!

Namaste everyone,
Be Nice, Be Kind, Be Compassionate. Just BE.
Azmi